03/12/25- i've been falling short on all my goals. dialing back in
02/17/25- it is very easy to lose track of time. i saw a handful of films this last week; Un Chien Andalou, Bicycle Thieves, and Lisa Frankenstein. i enjoyed them all! i got a new wallet, which i was trying to avoid for some time since i quite like my small leather one. this one allows me to carry more, specifically a pocket notebook and a pencil. i hope this will encourage me to document my day better, and plan out tasks to complete! i also have been considering cutting caffeine out... but that may be a problem i tackle another day.
02/09/25- i had a good time yesterday, i guess the super bowl is today but i couldnt be bothered. im feeling major imposter syndrome at work, but im slowly turning things around. i WANT to swim tomorrow morning, but i dont sleep well when i train jiu jitsu at night, so instead im just going to do jiu jitsu in the morning and swim tuesday morning. anyways, im hoping this next week will go well, and maybe i can get around to getting the gallery to work, as well as some theming and layout changes.
02/08/25- wow! i was very sad a few weeks ago! i am coming back around to working on this site, it has been a bit difficult to stay disciplined in the variety of hobbies i have. i think maybe dialing in my interests, and organizing them neatly will assist in organization. oddly enough, having a schedule can help for a bit, it's sticking to it that sucks. bleh.
01/22/25- i feel pretty good about today. i have been enjoying getting into html and css, though i am disappointed in the slow progress i am making as well. i wonder how well this will all pan out, will i drop this in two or three weeks when the fun wears out? will i make new friends? will my current friends thing i am being silly about this? but what if the best case scenario for all these things happens instead? what if i get really into this, my job notices an uptick in my performance due to my happiness, i get a raise, new friends, old friends love it? i will never know unless i try! i want to modify my pages more, and honestly i am worried just how large this page is going to become, not in terms of people following or anything just... how much work, the size of it, idk.